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So now what?

Sep. 27th, 2007 | 04:01 am
mood: indifferent indifferent

So I've been out of contact with a person for months now and I've been good with it. Once the initial sadness and weirdness wore off, it was cool. Immediately upon our break with each other, said person cut me off from all their forms of on-line expression. Livejournal, myspace, etc. I figured they had A LOT of ranting and venting to do. Strangely, I didn't feel like writing one single, solitary word about them. I had a lot of life to catch up to. It's been better without them honestly and I'm not saying that to be mean, it just has been. I have been healthier, more productive, happier. Every good thing and feeling I can think of has increased exponentially. When songs came on that made me think of this person, I deliberately made myself listen to them even though it made me sad. I did the same with all our favorite CD's and TV shows. I got the sadness out and got over it. I deleted their number from my phone, blocked them from contacting my myspace, and officially put that person in my past.

And now they are contacting me again. I don't want to speak to them or be involved with their life again.


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All my heroes

Dec. 19th, 2006 | 03:51 am
mood: sad sad

Judy sang it well that, "Happiness Is A Thing Called Joe".

Joseph Barbera, the remaining half of Hanna-Barbera has died. God rest his sweet soul. Thanx Joe for Fred Flintstone and George Jetson. They were good fathers to me.

This year I lost my cat of 20 years. As much a parent to me as a baby. Everything tender and dear, all my heroes, all my talismans, all of them seem to be throwing darts at me as they disappear forever. I run ever closer to another birthday, but I will not be as well armed in 2007 as I have before been. As the year dies, lift a cup of kindness for me will you?



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MUSIC FOR THE CAUSE + AIDS + DRUG AWARENESS + GIA

Feb. 25th, 2006 | 03:33 am

This is a public entry because I am posting this in as many places as possible:

Stay Records Company
GIA Benefit
751 S. Weir Canyon Road ..157-161
Anaheim Hills CA 92808 USA




We are currently seeking artists/bands interested in talking part in a benefit compilation CD called "Forever Gia" that we are putting together to benefit The Gia Carangi Foundation (NYC).

Some of you may know who Gia Carangi was (via "Gia" the movie or the book "Thing of Beauty") and for those that don't more information can be found here:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gia_Carangi

www.thegiacarangiproject.com

The style of music we seek is of various genres (execpt no country, rap or instrumental) and NO explicit lyrics please.

ALL material must be original. NO covers.

This is a royalty free project meaning no one receives payment including Stay Records/SRG Music. ALL proceeds from the sale of the CD will go directly to The Gia Carangi Foundation to benefit raising AIDS and drugs awareness.

If you are interested in taking part please mail an audio CD (containing 1 or 2 tracks for consideration), a brief bio, and your contact information including address, telephone number and email address. Also, include a website address if you have one.

Please send everything to:

Stay Records Company
ATTN: Gia CD Submission
751 S. Weir Canyon Road ..157-161
Anaheim Hills CA 92808

DO NOT send email containing links, MP3's, etc.

There is NO cost whatsoever to take part in this project. Everyone gets free copies of the CD.

We will contact those we've selected to appear on the compilation via email.

**DEADLINE FOR SUBMISSIONS: 10 March 2006

For additonal information feel free to message us on here or send an email to email@staybasina.com. Again, do not send messages nor email containg links, MP3's, etc. They will be deleted.

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none

Feb. 20th, 2006 | 01:50 am

You and me both sister

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When cool things happen to cool people.

Jan. 3rd, 2006 | 10:22 pm

Neat thing happened today. I went to the bank. That's not neat I know but while I was in the bank, my cell was in the car and I missed a call. So I call the number back and didn't get through but then a minute later my phone rang. And thus began the coolest conversation with the sweetest girl. Normally, I don't do well at befriending other girls so when I find one I have enough in common with so that I can actually have a conversation with them, it rocks pretty hard.

Okay, so it wasn't a stranger or wrong number but someone that I kind of know in a second hand way through my best friend T-Mart (or as some know him, "Old Shiny"). For the longest time now I've heard stories about, seen art by, and a few photos of a good friend of his. He's commented before that we have a lot in common, musical tastes and the like, so I kind of got to know her in a way through him. We had just never spoken. But he and she are such good friends that when he's happy for her or worried about her, so am I.

Blah, blah, blah_ Sorry to prattle, but today I got a call from her and we had fun talking and I just felt good after finally getting to talk to her. Okay, so this is cool to me. Probably not a big event for anyone else, but I was happy. That's all, thanx for "listening".

Crux out.

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LMFAO

Nov. 11th, 2005 | 02:18 am

Take the quiz: "What Kind of Guy Do You Attract?"

Bad Boy
you love em' w/ a little edge, don't ya! Hop on a motorcycle and ride till ya die w/ ya partner. Your partner is a crazy ass mofo. if i were you I would have the cops on speed dial. (for you safety)

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What you gonna do with all that junk?

Nov. 11th, 2005 | 01:48 am

Y'all holla at me if you want some apple pie!!!!!!!!

Take the quiz: "what celebrity bootay do you have? (girls only)"

Beyonce
Youre sexy and know how to shake what your momma gave you!

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This is cute, but I'm already French

Nov. 6th, 2005 | 01:57 am

Your French Name is:

Marie Auriole

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La bouche

Nov. 6th, 2005 | 01:46 am

Your Inner Lip Color Is
Flaming Dust




Your Inner Lip Color Is

Congo Red

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la vie en rose

Nov. 6th, 2005 | 01:45 am

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

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Wimminz is romantical

Nov. 6th, 2005 | 01:41 am

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

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we are all someone

Aug. 25th, 2005 | 09:13 pm

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

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Rick James and Migraines, ain't that a B?

Aug. 12th, 2005 | 05:19 am

Pain woke me up but that's okay. I was kind of out of this world on the 7th but it marked a year since the death of Rick James bitches. And this year, just as last year, every moment that I'm not in a coma or otherwise bedridden/nearly dead_ I'm going to dedicate August to hedonism. He was Rick James Bitch!

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an institute you can't disparage

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 03:53 am


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're

loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.


Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow

with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a

commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall

for it easily.


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wha wha wha ?

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 03:49 am

The True You

You want your girlfriend or

boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect

to money, you save for a rainy day.
You think good luck doesn't

exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your

personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of

society.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you

value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic

partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

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I'm sleepy but these bitches are addictive

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 03:22 am

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Visioning

You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.

An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

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I love this because I've always thought my Pimp name would have to be Smoky Topaz.

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 02:46 am

Your Stripper Name is: Topaz


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eerily dead fucking on

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 02:02 am

Your Capricorn Drinking Style

Capricorns are usually described as practical, steadfast, money-hungry and status-thirsty -- no wonder you get left off the astrological cocktail-party list.
But this is the sign of David Bowie and Annie Lennox, not to mention Elvis.
You are the true rock star.

independent, powerful and seriously charismatic, you're not too eager to please.
And if you make money being yourself, who is anyone to quibble?
But just like most rock stars, you're either totally on or totally off...
And you generally need a little social lubricant to loosen up and enjoy the after party, especially if you can hook up with a cute groupie.
Your Signature Cocktails
Old-fashioned Capricorns like an old-fashioned just fine or a dry martini, or a gin and tonic, or a gimlet -- or any other no-nonsense quaff. You prefer drinks that taste like alcohol and generally hate drinks with more than three ingredients. However, you like the flavor of cranberry and will order a cosmo if you can handle the wait for it to get mixed.
Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies
Orlando Bloom, Kate Moss, Jude Law. Marilyn Manson, Dolly Parton, Howard Stern, Kirstie Alley, and Rush Limbaugh.

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Lovah!

Jun. 24th, 2005 | 12:33 am



Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover





You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.


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What Muppet Am I?

Jun. 16th, 2004 | 03:55 pm

kermit.jpeg
You are Kermit the Frog.
You are reliable, responsible and caring. And you
have a habit of waving your arms about
maniacally.

FAVORITE EXPRESSIONS:
"Hi ho!" "Yaaay!" and
"Sheesh!"
FAVORITE MOVIE:
"How Green Was My Mother"

LAST BOOK READ:
"Surfin' the Webfoot: A Frog's Guide to the
Internet"

HOBBIES:
Sitting in the swamp playing banjo.

QUOTE:
"Hmm, my banjo is wet."


What Muppet are you?
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